Made a separate post, but joining here also. I demand justice for V.
V deserves better than what they got.
You just can't do this. You can't craft a world so captivating and real, so depressing and brutal, and after hours upon hours of fighting for survival, losing valuable friends, pursuing romance for a glimpse of happiness among the trash, take it all away from me.
I played a male V, did a lot of side content, made sure everyone I cared for was taken care of (as far as the missions would allow). romanced Kerry and decided I was ready to meet my fate. But I never expected it to be so sad. On the first ending I played, I decided to let Johnny and Rogue save me and was so hopeful that Silverhand will somehow manage. We also kept a good relationship and were genuine friends by the time of the conclusion.
But I never for one second thought to sacrifice myself for his second chance. So upon realizing that if I saved myself, I'd have 6 months to live, I stood between the well and the bridge crying until my head hurt because I felt so betrayed. I chose to save myself at the end and got the mansion ending where Del takes you to the Afterlife and you go in space. The ending credits and everyone sending messages, I was sobbing throughout the whole thing. My fiancé thought someone had died. And for me, someone had really died. I felt so broken and betrayed by this game, I can compare it to emotional abuse.
I also did the Panam ending with the nomads. but Kerry left me so he could pursue his newfound passions. By this I also felt betrayed. With that ending you also don't know what will happen to V, he's still dying and even though Panam says they'll look for help in the Badlands, that's not a happy end. It's not even a peaceful end.
I uninstalled the game and will never cause myself such emotional abuse willingly. I don't know if the plan has always been to let Johnny have his second chance, but I also don't see how he deserves it.
I wanted to give V the best life he could have in Night City. To be a living legend, and have a hot (and shallow, but who else can a gay man do in this game) rocker dude boyfriend to go home to, to make a sense of this depressing mess that is Night City, to find peace after all the sh*t he's been through.
But no.
I am beyond frustrated and very hurt by this conclusion. And I am disappointed.