Meh. I hate McDonalds. With the ritalin I usually don't each much of anything till dinner. My wife makes me eat relatively healthy. My only true vices are Soda and Korean Food. I used to want to LIVE in Korea just for that reason alone and then someone smacked me up side the head and informed me that I was eating Western Influenced Korean Food--that it's not really like that. I was really sad. I do love Bolgolgi and Kim Chi though. OMG. I could live on that. Well let me amend I could live BRIEFLY on that alone. The Sodium content is through the roof.Or sooner! go to MacDonald's and have more not-food. Save on eating time. That one guy did it and he was fine. Hell, you're already -on- ritalin. And Vicodin. And a...muscle relaxer...wtf? Are you Quasimodo?
I had neck surgery this summer and it turned out worse than it was before. The radial nerve to my left arm is being slowly strangled. With the nerve goes the muscles. I've already lost (most) of the fine motor control in my left arm. The nerves don't die quietly and give me alot of pain. Anything the nerve goes through is fair game. Neck, shoulder, arm, fingers... Because the one surgery failed and there's alot of scar tissue they can't go back in and it appears this is going to be a long term issue. WooHoo I need a Cyberarm! Lets go.
I am also a student at UC. Engineering is currently kicking my ass. I thought in the back of my mind: I touch things that go to space for a living... I am a technician hear me roar! How hard could this EE crap be? Um yea... faulty thought process start to finish. The EE program was like "here you go StaHi, here's your ass you dropped it back there about the 3rd or 4th day of class." So I was tested for ADD and it seems I have it badly. Then add heavy neck meds and I get worse. Looking back at my life though it explains alot. In high school... I used to read wait for it... Cyberpunk Novels in class and be able to repeat anything the teacher had said. I ace the tests and quizes (other than math mind you) and still get C's and D's because I never remembered that I had homework. I hyperfocus at times and I am all over the place the rest. Hence the ritalin. I have a 3.7 GPA two years in, but I am ready to switch majors.


