Wow n4meless1 and benke50, so much gloom! My god both of you lost your lover to cancer and a car crash!? That's harsh man!
I feel for you, both of you. How old are both of you if I may ask? And when did you lose your girlfriend?
Well, it might sound a bit harsh and unwanted now, but over time you'll realize that there are plenty of fish in the sea. You'll both find a new lover eventually and there is no shame in that, just as there is no shame to keep those who we lost in our hearts for the rest of our lives. Live today, fight for tomorrow while cherishing your happy memories of yesterday.
To cheer the both of you up, I'll give you something different than death or doom metal.
Here, this should cheer you up, 45 minutes of the best video-game music in history from the best video-game series in history. It's FUCKING EPIC:
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Qp-ypYp6rQ[/media]