Hi, to all who will read this post. My name is Simone. ((is a male italian name, like Simon).
Sorry for my english, but i write here, cause the italian forum is like a frozen iceberg.
I start immediately asking you really not to judge what will follow, because I would just like to let off steam and be listened to and commented on by those who want it.
Coming to the point, I had never completely lost my mind like the Panam romance. I've been wondering what is happening to me for a week now. "I interview myself" and I think about how it is possible to lose your head for a series of codes composed of 0 and 1. The answer is always the same: "I don't know". I "fell in love" with something that does not exist, and the only explanations I can give myself are that it is the fault of the covid that overexposes me emotionally (we are all going a little crazy) and that CDP has created something unique that it goes beyond the aesthetic aspect. (I'm a boy and I don't want to be hypocritical, but you have to really look at the whole. A nice butt can have a weight, but by itself it doesn't move anything) same time. It 's true video games are a fictional world and just give Panam the right answers (which I did not look for in the forums) that will fall in love with each of us (she too hahaha). But this time, as far as I'm concerned, CDP you have come dramatically and wonderfully close to a reality that I never expected to have to confront. The pain of thinking that we are talking about fiction is tragic and unfortunately nothing can be done about it. I humanized a girl from a video game. I feel stupid and probably upset for some reason. I don't know whether to say thanks to CDP for introducing me to Panam, in all its character and physical power, or whether to hate you for making me "love" something not lovable. I could go on and talk about this and that, but I've already bored you enough.
in the end I really hope that the dlc will allow me to live this wonderful story again
I hope, despite my obvious mental confusion of the moment, he managed to explain me and I go back to asking you not to judge me for what I wrote, despite being very easy. Sorry for a long post, i just try to let off steam with you.
I wish everyone a good day.
Simo.