Your weirdest dreams

[Blothulfur]

I think that dream meant my destiny is to be a persona non grata, a looser if you will. The unwanted, the outcast. You know, that poor stupid thing everybody laughs about or hates.

It started early: my father and my mother hated me. He actually is a monster. And guess what: I'm far from being a teenager and it still hurts. It never heals. It's structural. I feel so fucking unworthy most of the time.

But now I'm a mom, I can't actually think about these things. I have an obligation to stay in this stupid existence. My son is beautiful and he's innocent. But sometimes it's just too hard.
Sorry. I guess my depression is here. This is my last post anyway.

You've got as much value as anybody else, mum, dad, pope or anybody else and you are just as worthy. Don't let the bastards grind you down Tia, they tried to hurt you because they were flawed, not because you were unworthy, everybody is worthy. Feel free to vent here anytime, me and others are listening and are more than willing to bend an ear.

 

[GuyNwah]

I hope not your actual last post in the forums. Nobody is unwelcome here, we are a small community and everybody plays a part in keeping it alive.

Thanks for sharing your dream with us . I would disagree with the meaning though: sometimes we dream about how we feel, which may be different from how things are.

I'd go further and say mostly we dream about how we feel, and not about how things are but as we think them to be. It's the shrink's ever-annoying question, "Well, how do you feel about that?", being asked, answered, and reinforced by our own brain.

And do stay, @tiadelamare -- we're here to accept you as you are and be your friends. We're all Jock Tamson's bairns.

 

[Nexus-77]

Disregard this bastard post by a bastard.

You're not a bastard, Csàszàr. I am the one acting like a borderline here. Sorry, man.

 

[Nexus-77]

I wasn't fair with my mom in that message and sometimes my depression really turns me into a brat.
Forgive me, guys, I had no right to write all that. What I can say in my defense is that I was tired and down, if it means anything. TW fans are the best and this forum is actually awesome, so I'm sorry, ok?

 

[dragonbird]

TW fans are the best

Yes, we are, and that includes you

 

[volsung]

@tiadelamare

Sometimes we have to say things and "get them off our chest". It's like coming to terms with our state of mind. And then we can learn from ourselves and grow. If anything this is a fine place to do that, because you will never be judged and you can say just as much as you want.

Good to see you back. You should stop by the tavern and have a drink!

 

[Nexus-77]

I'll do it, thank you.

 

[KnightofPhoenix]

I dreamed my gf and I were Imperial Tie Fighter pilots and that the the newest regulation changed the suit, which pissed me off and caused me to riot on the grounds that the new suit is ugly and impractical.