My apologies for the wall of text, but I really wanted to share my thoughts somewhere, and hoping to do it in a constructive way.
So I've pretty much been playing the game on a non-stop since it's release and today finally decided to jump into that elevator.
I wanna start off with a few positive words. I really did enjoy the game throughly and appreciate the hard work and endless love the devs have clearly poured into it. I am grateful and happy to have experienced this game and story. The characters and storytelling is superb, so much that I felt I had to join the forums and make this post. Treat it like some sort of closure I suppose, because that is one of the biggest flaws in the endings I feel.
The lack of closure.
I like to play through RPGs with a set "personality" and moral compass I decide for my character. For my first playthrough, I decided that survival and staying in control over his own fate was most important for my V. For most of the part I felt I managed to stay true to that. I actually enjoyed the dilemma that was given with Jhonny's presence. Stay true to ourselves or join the ideals of another. And even though I never really get to like him or his personality, being the good guy I decided to honour some of his wishes. After all I'm dead on set to get rid of him, I might as well offer him some enjoyment and perhaps tie up some loose ends with his old friends.
But as the story got closer to the conclusion, and the glitches and attacks got more severe, I was more wary of offering him control. And it felt some of the NPC comments were confirming me that was the right way.
So of course the most logical course of action was to go with what I knew had the highest chance of succeeding, and that is to go with Arasaka.
After all, Alt's comment about losing my soul (Which btw I feel V ingame swept over rather easily) wasn't too promising. Only then to be lectured by Misty about loyalty. That was one of the first dissapointments and "punishment" I felt for my choices. But it was fine, she has the right to be upset, and I have the right to survive.
My second dissapointment was when Jhonny lectured me about my decisions at the digital dining table. Even tho it was clear that this is what I always wanted, and I even agreed to his requests to offer him sone kind opportunity to tie loose ends, he felt unfair. But I suppose I can understand his anger.
I wanna take this chance again to express how impressed I was with CDPR's storytelling. Throughout the whole game and at the recovery scene after the operation, I'm pretty sure I felt all the anger and restlessness that V felt, and perhaps slowly losing faith that I will ever recover.
And of course, as things started to improve, the biggest slap in the face was delivered. That it was all for nothing. The corp that I had no actual interest or ties with is thriving thanks to my own actions, the people who are left down on Earth are almost all dissapointed or de-attached by now.
Obviously signing a contract to sell my literal soul for an uncertain time and outcome was not an option. As a street kid, it was simply off the table. So for another six month we went to experience all the carnal pleasures we could off-screen.
Now, I wanna state that the inevitable death is not necesarrily what bothers me. It's more the lack options presented after the news. I wanna see a lession learnt here. A conclusion.
I got 6 months left that I have full control over still. Obviously, the Arasaka achieving immortality is a result of our bad decision and something that we don't agree with. Okay, great. We learnt our lession. Focusing on ourselves and our own selfish goals clearly didn't pay off, then it's time to see the bigger picture.
We live to fight another day and time to make use of that hard earned extra 6 months. Now in full control of our own body and fully driven by our own motivation.
We got the allies, we got the power. Taking revenge on Arasaka for the whole ordeal would have felt that at least in the end, we achieved something.
So yes, all in all, I don't mind to be dissapointed by the results of my decisions. It's a cyberpunk story after all. But then, please at least give me the option to go down in a blaze of glory on my terms. Not as someone else's puppet.
Perhaps in one of the DLCs? I really hope so, because as it stands now, all we did, all we sacraficed and gained... it resulted in nothing.
And if this really wasn't the end of V's story, then I feel CDPR should make it more obvious in order ease the emptiness left behind.
I will make a seperate post about my feedback on the romances, especially on the only male gay option. I don't wanna make this any longer.
Thank you for reading and please share your own thoughts!
So I've pretty much been playing the game on a non-stop since it's release and today finally decided to jump into that elevator.
I wanna start off with a few positive words. I really did enjoy the game throughly and appreciate the hard work and endless love the devs have clearly poured into it. I am grateful and happy to have experienced this game and story. The characters and storytelling is superb, so much that I felt I had to join the forums and make this post. Treat it like some sort of closure I suppose, because that is one of the biggest flaws in the endings I feel.
The lack of closure.
I like to play through RPGs with a set "personality" and moral compass I decide for my character. For my first playthrough, I decided that survival and staying in control over his own fate was most important for my V. For most of the part I felt I managed to stay true to that. I actually enjoyed the dilemma that was given with Jhonny's presence. Stay true to ourselves or join the ideals of another. And even though I never really get to like him or his personality, being the good guy I decided to honour some of his wishes. After all I'm dead on set to get rid of him, I might as well offer him some enjoyment and perhaps tie up some loose ends with his old friends.
But as the story got closer to the conclusion, and the glitches and attacks got more severe, I was more wary of offering him control. And it felt some of the NPC comments were confirming me that was the right way.
So of course the most logical course of action was to go with what I knew had the highest chance of succeeding, and that is to go with Arasaka.
After all, Alt's comment about losing my soul (Which btw I feel V ingame swept over rather easily) wasn't too promising. Only then to be lectured by Misty about loyalty. That was one of the first dissapointments and "punishment" I felt for my choices. But it was fine, she has the right to be upset, and I have the right to survive.
My second dissapointment was when Jhonny lectured me about my decisions at the digital dining table. Even tho it was clear that this is what I always wanted, and I even agreed to his requests to offer him sone kind opportunity to tie loose ends, he felt unfair. But I suppose I can understand his anger.
I wanna take this chance again to express how impressed I was with CDPR's storytelling. Throughout the whole game and at the recovery scene after the operation, I'm pretty sure I felt all the anger and restlessness that V felt, and perhaps slowly losing faith that I will ever recover.
And of course, as things started to improve, the biggest slap in the face was delivered. That it was all for nothing. The corp that I had no actual interest or ties with is thriving thanks to my own actions, the people who are left down on Earth are almost all dissapointed or de-attached by now.
Obviously signing a contract to sell my literal soul for an uncertain time and outcome was not an option. As a street kid, it was simply off the table. So for another six month we went to experience all the carnal pleasures we could off-screen.
Now, I wanna state that the inevitable death is not necesarrily what bothers me. It's more the lack options presented after the news. I wanna see a lession learnt here. A conclusion.
I got 6 months left that I have full control over still. Obviously, the Arasaka achieving immortality is a result of our bad decision and something that we don't agree with. Okay, great. We learnt our lession. Focusing on ourselves and our own selfish goals clearly didn't pay off, then it's time to see the bigger picture.
We live to fight another day and time to make use of that hard earned extra 6 months. Now in full control of our own body and fully driven by our own motivation.
We got the allies, we got the power. Taking revenge on Arasaka for the whole ordeal would have felt that at least in the end, we achieved something.
So yes, all in all, I don't mind to be dissapointed by the results of my decisions. It's a cyberpunk story after all. But then, please at least give me the option to go down in a blaze of glory on my terms. Not as someone else's puppet.
Perhaps in one of the DLCs? I really hope so, because as it stands now, all we did, all we sacraficed and gained... it resulted in nothing.
And if this really wasn't the end of V's story, then I feel CDPR should make it more obvious in order ease the emptiness left behind.
I will make a seperate post about my feedback on the romances, especially on the only male gay option. I don't wanna make this any longer.
Thank you for reading and please share your own thoughts!