hello everyone, I can't keep all these thoughts to myself anymore, so I'll write them here...
some time ago I went through Cyberpunk, I really liked the game, however, at the time of Jackie's death it turned out to be very traumatic for me...
Jackie, although he wasn't alive for so long, became like a real friend for me (perhaps because he reminds me of one of my own characters ...), he pleased and amused me, and when he died, my mental state went downhill.
I had the last depression a year ago, and now again. Every day I am depressed, I don't want to do anything, I feel empty that I have lost an important part of my life... you see, I don't have any friends in my life, so Jackie really was my friend...
I dream about him very often, I dream that I find a way to save him, that he doesn't need to die, but all these are dreams...
I just want to share it with you. please don't think I'm crazy...
some time ago I went through Cyberpunk, I really liked the game, however, at the time of Jackie's death it turned out to be very traumatic for me...
Jackie, although he wasn't alive for so long, became like a real friend for me (perhaps because he reminds me of one of my own characters ...), he pleased and amused me, and when he died, my mental state went downhill.
I had the last depression a year ago, and now again. Every day I am depressed, I don't want to do anything, I feel empty that I have lost an important part of my life... you see, I don't have any friends in my life, so Jackie really was my friend...
I dream about him very often, I dream that I find a way to save him, that he doesn't need to die, but all these are dreams...
I just want to share it with you. please don't think I'm crazy...