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But I'll tell you that there is no greater reward for me in this game than the relationship with Judy and the events and time spent with her. I don't know what creates lasting value for other people but for me its her and all the plot and interaction with her!
Don't ever apologize for sharing your passion or love no matter how long it takes! I know what you are referring to in the ending, i am playing for over 130 hours now and am taking it easy with each step to enjoy every bit of it, it is just the lack of interaction past the initial intimacy that tears me down, i cry and smile each time Judy is present, one because of the beauty of her story and character and other because of lack of interaction and affection. I know about the nomad ending and the credits I had to make sure to find out what awaits past the point of no return. And i am glad I did, I haven't seen the endings or the credit sequences since i know most are heart crushing, aside from the one that keeps her happy. And i have no intention of ever seeing them since i can't handle that much depression xDYES! I love all your points and its so close to what drew me to Judy and then made her one of my favorite romancable characters (in any game). A few very small things to touch on in terms of your last sentence. Have you finished the game? Also, something I discovered which I thought was neat and could easily be overlooked was that I RUSHED through Judy's romance arc before I even did the quest with Takemura that takes place during the parade. When I called her after that quest, she commented on hearing about it and how her instinct told her you were involved. It was a neat little exchange that I think probably gets overlooked or just plain missed. I'm currently on my second (third technically but I never finished my male/2nd) playthrough and I've kept it in my mind to call her after finishing major plotpoints. On the topic of calling her, i adore her cheeky little opener to phone conversations that she uses after you've completed the romance. It's very in keeping with her personality, and just added to my admiration for how she was written. Panam does NOTHING like this. (Ok, there IS a little bit of any exchange but it takes a few sentences to get there...in the end it's REALLY down to preference and he more I keep talking about the more I appreciate how different Judy and Panam are). I know that's in keeping with Panam's character, but it feels...not intimate? Anyway. sorry that was long xD
But I'll tell you that there is no greater reward for me in this game than the relationship with Judy and the events and time spent with her. I don't know what creates lasting value for other people but for me its her and all the plot and interaction with her!